“Girls! Lets go! Your going to be late for gymnastics!” I
call up the stairs for the fourth time. Gymnastics is on the same day, at the
same time, every week. Yet, they are never ready. “5 minutes, and I’m leaving
without you!” the pitter patter of little feet sounds over my head accompanied
by high pitch giggles. I head into the
kitchen to make a quick snack when I see it. Or… Him? Out of the back window in
the kitchen stands a dark hooded figure. The light from the setting sun casts a
shadow across his face making him unrecognizable. 23 days, 33120 minutes, 1987200 seconds. You are numbered. A deep,
rustic voice whispers in my head. My heart skips a beat. In one swift motion
the man strikes out with his closed fist and shattered the window. I let out a
blood coiling scream and collapsed to my knees and watched him disappear into
the darkness. I was still sitting there, staring at the gaping hole where the
window once stoop when the girls ran in sporting hot pink leotards and
leggings. “What happened?” screamed Annie. “I… uh.. I fell.” I stuttered. “I’ll
clean it up when we get back.” I push the girls into the rusty van and drove
across town in a daze. I sit through two hours of cartwheels and handstands and
drive home still stuck replaying the nights events over and over through my
head. I sweep up the broken glass and cover the hole with an old sheet and head
to bed.
Friday, February 10, 2012
Tuesday, February 7, 2012
Nonsense
Sometimes when the world is too much to bear, I like to escape. My PERFECT escape is listening to music and maybe dancing (unfortunately I didn't have time to choreograph anything this week). When everything is confusing and I just want to "leave" for a bit, I listen to Radiowave by Leslie Mills. I loved this song when I was a kid and I love it now. The song probably has a deeper meaning, but I haven't figured it out yet so for now it is a song full of senseless phrases and catchy tunes that brings me back to when I was a kid. If you had a bad day, I recommend this song. <3 :) Oh and for those of you who don't know, I run a blog myself with four other writers. Check it out at www.lifeasyoudream.blogspot.com
Wednesday, February 1, 2012
untitled book- Chapter 2
After checking up on
the girls with the nannie, I find an empty seat in the courtyard by taylor and
take out my bagged lunch.
“morning sunshine!” she says. Shes sporting her usual. Hot
pink shorts, yellow tank top, blue converse.
“ugh. Tone it down a notch. Or twenty.” Were complete
opposites. Taylor with her bright colors
and cheerfulness, me with my wardrobe of dark reds, browns, and blacks. No body
understands why were bestfriends. Not even us. But that’s what makes it worth
the ride.
“how are the kiddos?”
“their fine. Annies losing teeth almost every week. Im
running out of tooth fairy money.” I say as I take out my ham and cheese
sandwich.
“do you need me to babysit? So you can take a night out on
the town? Hit up the clubs and such?” she suggests with a sarcastic smile. She knows I never go out.
“do you just want to see them? Cause you know you’re welcome
anytime. I could use a nap every once and a while. Feel free to come over and watch sleeping
beauty for the thousandth time.”
“could I PLEEEEEAAAAASSSSEEEEE! I miss them so much! Being
in Canada all summer and all. Im having munchkin withdrawls.” She bats those
thick, black lashes and puts on her best puppy dog face as if im going to say
no to letting her be the mommy for a few hours.
“sure. Come over tonight if you wanna. By the way how was
Canada?”
“ugh. Boring. Too many trees. Too many people saying ‘Ay!’
after everything. Lets just say ‘Im proud to be an American” she gives a mini
two fingered salute.
“ haha well were happy to have ya back! Shit! I have to go
check up on my work permit before my wonderful dictator of a boss decides he
needs a new barista. See ya tonight?” I hurriedly repack my lunch and start to
head inside.
“yep! See ya then! Adios chica!” Tay calls. I give a quick
wave good bye over my shoulder and speed walk to the administration building.
Just as I cross the thresh hold my phone signals that I have a text with a
single ding, but when I go to look at it I find myself face down on the carpet.
“Ophf!” I groan, struggling to get to my knees and inspect
the damage.
“are you okay? Here let me help you.” a tall, tan figure
kneels next to me. Upon closer examination I realize its Cole Venage. The last person I would expect to help me pick
up my books after a spill. Ugh. We dated for two weeks over the summer. After
we broke up I got tons of hate mail and
posts on my facebook. All “anonymous.”
We haven’t spoken in 4 months. And its been eating me up inside. I had
to delete him from my phone, my facebook, my twitter, and my tumblr to keep
myself from throwing myself at him.
“uh.. thanks..” I murmer, at a loss for words. My jeans are
torn on the knee cap and I lunch is completely inedible. Great.
“no problem. So uh… how ya been? I haven’t heard from you in
a while.” He says trying not to maintain
eye contact. Gosh this is awkard.
“ive been.. okay. You?” oh
my gosh. Please let this end as painlessly as possible. Who the hell am I
kidding. This is gonna have a nights worth of tears to pay. I flash my most
emotionally detached smile hoping he
would take the hint and leave.
“Ive been better.” We lock eyes. He reaches out and tucks a
stray piece of hair behind my ear. My eyes
close and I try unsuccessfully to hold back a shudder.
“see you later, Char.” He whispers.
When my eyes open he’s gone. I suck in a rasping breath and continue down the
hall refusing to break down until I reach the bathroom.
“name?” im brought
out of my self pity trance by the annoyed voice of a secretary.
“NAME?” she repeats.
“Charlote Frammer. Two ‘M’s.” I say gathering my things and
walking towards the giant dest occupied only by a desk calendar and a computer.
“what do you need?”
“uh I need to check up on my work permit. Is it expired?”
“kay. Give me a second… no your good. It expires in three days.
Do you want me to renew it now or do you want to come back in three days?” her
eyes barley lift above her glasses before they hurriedly return to the computer
screen. I know what she saw. Everyone has the same reaction. Starting at the
middle of my left eyebrow, a glossy black slash extends diagonally towards my
cheekbone, ending at my jaw line. It’s my mark. The mark of the “gift”. Only three people in my world are known to
have one like mine. Lucky me. If you
only glanced at it, it would appear to be only a tattoo. But if you looked
closer, you would see that’s it is raised as though it were burned into my
skin.
“today would be great. Thank you.” I say, dropping my eyes, embarrassed.
“I’ll send you an email when its ready to be picked up.” Gah this is so awkard. I turn and
quickly walk out, covering the left side of my face the whole way out.
~ soapapia
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